Right in the feels

I’m so angry I’m going to throw up


I’ve said it before but I’m in such a gushy mood I want to say it again. I’m so fucking lucky to have found Zach. I’m so lucky to love him and to have him in my life. He tells me how amazing and beautiful I am every day. He takes care of me when I need him and he’s just always there for me. Gah I can’t believe I lucked out and dear lord I hope it never ends.

I can’t breathe through my face and I’ve sneezed like 50 times in the last ten minutes. Ugh I hate being sick


Got up this morning and had my usual breakfast shake (I drink Boost because my diet is fucked up) talked with my parents and started getting ready. Zach and I are going to Comcast to figure out what the fuck is going on with our contract or plan or whatever. I hadn’t hear from him via text so I assumed he was asleep but when I got to the house he was awake. Comcast had delivered the cable box a day early. We don’t even a T.V. but they’re saying we have to use the cable part of our bundle or our plan goes to just internet which is twice as much. It sucks that Comcast is the <i>only</i> decent cable provider around here so they don’t have competitive prices. Anyway, I found out the box was delivered and Zach sat back down to the computer and I looked over to see what he was working on…his divorce! I was so excited and happy I didn’t have to remind him about it. Finally this month his soon to be ex wife won’t be able to talk him into waiting just a while longer for her to get on her feet. He’s filing the papers and soon he’ll be free so we can actually have a relationship that is going to be able to progress. Yay all of the things..except Comcast, fuck Comcast I can’t even with their bull shit.

This is also the week of the official “Cleaning of his goddamn apartment”. Hooray for clean things as well!!

My life is exciting today

  • I got my hair done (it’s shorter and darker(which I don’t like but I couldn’t tell the lady at the salon cause anxiety >.<))
  • i’m so proud of him

Tomorrow I have to go to the gyno. So I’m drinking a bunch of water so I can actually pee in the cup when they tell me too. Then I have to go to the gym.

Saturday night we’re going out to celebrate his promotion and I’m just so fucking happy for my baby!

The boyfriend and I are getting to go lunch and the guy next to us looks like a more built Daniel Craig and I was going to take a picture but the flash started to go off so I held my hand in front of it and the camera. Whoops. Heard him talk before he left though, not Daniel Craig.

Convinced the boyfriend to take a bath with me. Did not realize several things: when he sits in the tub the water almost overflows, the tub is much too small for him to sit in comfortably and that it’s hilarious to watch his peen bob about in the water (alcohol might be the source of this hilarity). At one point I said “I would love to have a penis, I would just flop it around all the time” man I love my boyfriend

Okay, so my boyfriend and I finally got internet in his apartment. I called comcast and they said they had a deal for INTERNET only at $45.00 a month and I just got the bill it’s $60 fucking dollars for internet and basic cable. WE DON’T OWN A TV HOW THE FUCK ARE WE GOING TO USE CABLE? I specifically told the dude on the phone that we don’t need cable as we don’t have any way to use it. They have just internet but they signed us up for more. I’m calling them tomorrow and if they won’t fix it I’ll pay the $60.00 and cancel the service. Everything is so fucking expensive now. Damn.

For some reason I thought PLL started next week. Turns out all I did was miss the winter premier. I’m really hoping that they show them back to back next tuesday so I can DVR them. If not I’ll have to download the episode online and watch it. Really glad I haven’t looked in the tag or seen spoilers on my dash!