My bracelet and Zach’s para cord bracelet that hang from my rear view mirror. #me #you #love #missingyou

My bracelet and Zach’s para cord bracelet that hang from my rear view mirror. #me #you #love #missingyou

Small world

I just found out that this girl, Shana, knows Zach’s friend Jen and she also knows my friend Tomi’s ex boyfriend Jeremy. (I can’t really say Jeremy is my friend because I don’t know him well but he’s on my fb) The whole point of this ramble is that my ex Mike (Dated him before I made this tumblr) cheated on me with her. This isn’t a rant about my ex, more of a thing about where I live. For being a decently size city it’s so small. I wanna leave. I’m content to live here for a few more years to save up for something better and different but I wanna move a good distance away.

Maybe if Zach has to move to a new base, I’ll go with him. Which sparked a memory in my PHBT (Pot Head Brain Tree(I’m not a pothead…anymore))

"If I have to leave will you follow me?"

"Would you want me to follow you?"

"This is a trap."

"You asked me first.."

"Damnit."

"Yes, I would want you to follow me."

A conversation I had with Zach before Iain and I broke up. And to this day (7 months later) I would follow him anywhere he has to go. Unless the military doesn’t allow me to go. Which sucks because the obviously don’t know my entertainment value. Which is more than just sex (coughzachcough)

Wow…this was kind of a word vomit post…

I love it when you scratch me up. Just thinking about you hovering over me, staring down at me with those amazing eyes is enough to get the butterflies started again. You’re the reason my heart doesn’t hurt as much as he wanted it to.

I want you.

I love it when you scratch me up. Just thinking about you hovering over me, staring down at me with those amazing eyes is enough to get the butterflies started again. You’re the reason my heart doesn’t hurt as much as he wanted it to.

I want you.

Even in my dreams I want to know how things ended up like this. But, I’ll only ask in those dreams because in reality I can’t stand the sight of you anymore.